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時間,停下來...April 05 現代人的失戀狀態大忙人朋友A 突然請喝咖啡,坐在星巴克臨街的別致餐椅上遠遠地朝我揮動雙手。一見面,先是苦笑,然後傻笑。我問,怎麽了?她將十指伸展放置我眼前,原來花朵絢欄的指甲不見了,一塊塊被齊刷刷剪得不能再短,有的甚至已經能看到指甲揭去后的粉紅的肉。
我驚呼怎麽將那麽漂亮的指甲剪得如此殘誇誇。她身體往後一靠,呼口氣說;不是剪的,是咬着撕下來的,這就是我的失戀狀態。原來,A每次失戀都會用牙齒斯下她裝飾得桃花般漂亮的指甲,用力地斯,撕得不能再撕,撕得血參着指甲小股小股地冒出來。痛,當然痛,但要的就是這樣的痛楚。一直到新的戀情降臨,指甲便再次桃花盛開。 不由地想起另外一個朋友B, 他說每次失戀都會有某顆牙齒突然劇痛,一抽一抽地痛,我問比心還痛嗎?他說蓋過了心痛,不,其實是心痛轉移到牙了。痛上幾天幾夜,牙齒會在深夜或清晨靜然掉落。
B先是朝我們一一展示他已經掉落的四顆牙,打開帝王色的棉布,四顆牙靜靜的趟着,B 然後又朝我們張開口,果然看到四個黑洞,因沉沉地深邃。我們愣了好長時間后問他,你有多少牙?他手30顆,我們松了口氣,那還好,恭喜你還可以失戀26次。 朋友C的失戀狀態顯得要浪漫些,每次失戀,他都會去商場買只漂亮的鬧鐘,然後讓它定格在失戀的那一刻。他說那一刻就是他愛情的祭奠,擺在書架上,提醒自己曾經那麽感動地愛過,再傷心的失戀,時間長了回憶起來都是溫情。
現在什麽都流行拿出來曬曬,那天大家聚會,我於是提議就曬曬你們的失戀狀態吧。很奇怪,一個個說地眉飛色舞,甚至有幾分得意洋洋。説到動情處還要一大桌人陪着他暢飲見地。其實所謂的失戀狀態,像朋友ABC 君那麽另類的還是小見,大多人無非是瘋狂購物,暴飲暴食,玲包遠行等等常見狀態,可在各自看來,自己的那場失戀是獨一無二的特別,比別人的就是要精彩。曬着曬着,空氣中滿是太陽的味道,竟然真的就沒有一絲失戀的陰影。
那一刻,我突然明白,對於愛情,真誠地投入了,便會有一輩子的幸福,只是表現形式不同而已,彼此牽手相濡以沫是幸福,獨自回憶時滿足的微笑也是幸福。老得坐在輪椅上的時候,眯着老花眼,面朝太陽曬着自己當年的失戀狀態,也是很美的幸福。所以,還是愛吧,認真地愛,真誠地愛,投入地愛——愛情,從不虧待人。
———— 擇自星島周刊 April 16 Note!!!!This website...i am too lazy to update it ar...wahahaha
so......maybe 2 weeks later after school's start la......sorry ar..too lazy la me...^_^" February 25 特別的一日!! 好好好開心啊!!Do u know what date is it today?? it's 24th of Februry ar !! what's special tmr?? birthday lor... 由於聼日有部分人去教會,所以將個brithday party 提前到今日阿~~ 係我甘大個仔第一次自己搞party ja...horhorhor 好早就起左身lu~~跟住就開始沖涼洗頭同扮靚...kakaka 10點半就出門口拉~ ^_^ 同好耐無見即kevin 去睇電影 (我地唔係gay ga !!!) we are bro`~kakaka 去左george street 即greater union 睇Music & Lyrics...唔錯唔錯 Then 睇到around 2點幾就去左Mac 食雪糕~~ 多謝kevin 跟住就去到Green Box Plus meet Brian Lau, Sandy, Ruby, Christine, Wenoma 坐左陣Bonnie 同helen 都來埋 開始唱K la~~ 好正好正...好快就連Danny and Royce 都來埋~ (Royce ~!~! 你啊~~去圖書館補習??serious? kaka) 話甘就5點9la ~~切蛋糕lu ^_^ 多謝Chrisine, Ruby and Sandy~~個蛋糕好好食~like chocolate ..hehe "happy birthday to you , happey birthday to you, happy birthday to Tooooooonnnnnny~~~....." haha... 最後就take turn gum 唱"勁歌金曲"...so high~~ Later 去左富士屋食日本餐, Siena and richard 都來埋,好熱鬧啊!! 今日個個都有講有笑~`好好好開心~!! 多謝你地甘卑面來啊~~ : thanks really much to : Kevin, Brian, Ruby, Christine, Sandy, Danny, Bonnie, Helen, Royce, Wenoma, Siena, Richard~~ PS: 生日真係大曬個wor...hahahahahahahahahahaha~~ 今年生日願望阿?希望自己可以盡力做好每一樣野(其實係同願望無關係的..haha) 同 希望大家都開開心心!! February 18 恭喜發財啦~~新年拉!!!!!!第二個係外國的新年,相信與上年的差不多多少.... 不過今年初一係星期日,所以有得去飲茶~~ 不過..... d 作業仲未做曬阿...Geography 份project part 1 due soon la...唔通...初一都要做功課...?
無論如何~~豬 大家: 心想事成!and 身體健康,抖多d red pockets la~~ January 29 school...coming tomorrow~ 聼日終于番學了~~~~~~~~~~~
Year 11....an important year, being year 12 next year, got Higher School Certificate (HSC) (高考)~ Sigh....
Wonder whether i can handle this year or not, really confused of it...
長長的暑假,甘又結束了,快樂不知時日過....唉~~又要番學lu~~!!! >_______<""
回想這個假期,太多野發生拉~番左舊學校探同學,大家一開始都唔認得大家..haha, 好多人都變左了 ....係香港搵Gigi and Gloria (好好的好客之道
然而,我又要開始工作了......希望我能儘快收拾心情, 去搏殺~! January 17 唉.... what's going on..唉...點解啊....
啊爸唔卑我岀街....what the hell...>__< what's going on??
"成日都掛住岀街, 我最憎你e 様野"..
我幾時有啊...大佬, 一年先番來一次...
剰係夜晚岀去1,2個鍾 或者番番學校 2個鍾者...
老羞成怒咁閙足成晚..唉...都唔知有咩問題~~
"你e + 林即就只可以讀書讀書 & 讀書...xxxxx....."
唉...人都有感情嘎. 就算係d 同學, 都有幾年即感情啊~~係米? 唔使咁绝啊嘛?? 唉...
leaving next week...似乎好多想做即野都未做.. O_o" December 24 MeRrY ChRiStMaS`~~ ^_^ >_< @_@ =]Oh~~Christmas is coming up soon here~~ ^_^ hor hor hor hor....
i don't know what to type this time...>< hehehe...sor~~ -@_@- Guys, how will you celebrate this chirstmas?
Anyway
M E R R Y M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S
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H A P P Y N E W Y E A R December 21 i am back la...wakakalook at the calendar, it's already 20th of December la~~have come back for days ><...so quick e排都幾忙,歇左1年4個13日無番來...好miss ar~~ 不過,e 度都變左一般多拉~ d 路都係無乜點變,人--始终都係甘多 xp~ e+ 我好驚過马路啊~~~>< all cars...like..so crazy lor~~ 黐綫嘎 T-T and 聼mum 講,d 人都係會鎗野....@_@ 番左來咁耐,都係見下d relatives la...買衫衫拉...尋日去左澳门啊~以為可以有大收获..but only bought 2 shirts za ><,and some 洗偭牛奶~ today---11 dim 幾先起身~xp then went out to have 西餐 with mum..haha...that restaurant was still good~ !!!!!*** as before !!! ^.^ then afternoon, 同個羽毛球拍拉线~~ YY 80...23 磅~xp 跟住....XP 我番左以前讀間中學啊~ ^^ it was soooooooooooooo sooooooo good~~除左個操场 + basketball 之外都無乜點change ~~ 都係我以前即鄭中 ^_^ feel like home(夸张左d tim XP) then 見到好多以前d fds ar~~~ XDD XD so so so so happyyy ...they are sill that nice ^o^ 第一個見到即竟然係.........柯沖?? @@ 依然係咁xxx....hahaha...不方便透露拉~~唔係我會被距打~XP hahaha..so fun*//~~* 第二個更係my best fd--Walon la~~hehe then i saw many many good fds ar...死仔卓拉,鈺葶拉,禹禹拉,基哥,流感拉...etc...去到我熟悉的饭堂,我見到歐泳森~~^.^ haha...so long not to see her...look almost same as before la~still quite cute~haha...then we talked a bit while...then Piano + Yellow + 婉婷+ 大班 joined us...so happy~~~ yeah~~~Then 啊森走左去冲凉,others went to 左生物园去做"田鸡"?? 哈哈哈...= =" 风纪部~~捉我地拉~~哈哈!!! 我地倾下倾下就6:50 lu....>3< then 婉婷戴左我去見潔潔>< yeah~~ 唔好嬲拉,林住卑d surprise 你ar ma~~hehe. 倾到7.:00 距地聼力我就走左拉~T-T...好想去體验晚修啊~but can't...T-T anyway..d fds 話我變得成熟左 =.=" ...一話係老餠左啊??= =" SoOoOoOo HaPpY today~~ really want to go back to school again~~(for visit)...i hope soon la~~ ^^ met so many good fds~~oooppss....啱啱先發覺今日唔记得飲牛奶><~~ End~~ ^^ December 04 主題曲+插曲+尾曲= 回憶今晚又係d forum 個度穩到好多好多卡通片即主題曲 & 尾曲 & 插曲, 好正阿~~
勾引起我不小的童年回憶
記得當初,我無論偷睇, 明睇,總是那麽的...crazy... 雖然成日被人發現
那天真的我,那幼稚的我, 不過,我有點想回到過去的衝動, don't know why...可惜,我不能.
那些歌曲, 仍然那麽的好聽 ... November 26 Up and Down---Business weekOur school hold a business week this week. It was a simulation game which each group had to organise their own "company", such as marketing, employees, finance, advertising, accounting and bla bla bla... We stimulate 8 quarters( 1 quarter = 13 weeks)
Day 1, starting. We were separated in groups, i was put into company 10. They were Danial Shore, Josh Moses, Shelley, Eugeung, Jeremy, Gen, Vipul, David choe, San Jin and me~ We introduced ourselves, then we nominated CEO. Danial was nominated. Then we chose that part we wanted to be in, i chose financial part, so i was financial manager~
Day 2, the harderst day in the week. We got the result from the decision 1, except the company 12 and 14, we all were left down about $5 per share(company 12 and 14 were about $14 dollar per share and sth). As a result, my company loss money, we didn't get any profit. After decision 2, many company rose their share price up, but my company didn't. We still face money loss. My groups weren't pleased at all, we were quite sad about that. We filled the Decision 3 by 3:10.
Day 3, turning point. We were so happy that our share price rose~~
Day 4, the last racing. Quarter 6, 7 and 8's decisions were made in this day. We were in the 5th place in quarter 7, but we finally decreade to 8th at last.
Day 5, the award day. We were judges about our saving-water production first. Next, we gave our speech (company 14 was really good. My company, thanks to Josh, he was a really good leader as well, actually. But Eugene...=_=" he was not good at all...in that speech). Finally, at noon we looked at our advertisement presentations. At last, we were given prizes... We got best advertisement (good job Jeremy ^^) then we got 2nd award of the jingle and the company report...Company 1 got the 1st one of some others...
"This is the finall annoce of the best performancing company....company...10!!!!!" woooooooooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...how cool it was~~ we all jumped up...this was unbelievble..i never thought my company would get that~~wow..amazing.
From this week, we learn many things. I have to thanks many ppl...^^ (PS: in fact i think company 1 should won that prize..)
End
October 29 29/10哇....我歇左成2個星期無寫過space la... 個space 都鋪曬塵 拉~~
唉...暫時發左3科成績....考到成pack 屎甘ar.... 加壓加壓再加壓,讀書讀書再讀書, this was what my father told me to do.... no comments =.=
聼日去 camp la....blue mountain wor...first time to go out side to 露營~~quite excited~~ ^^ 希望5會卑d 野獸食左拉。 October 15 last dinner...???oh my god...last day of this term break....last day...of my life as well?? haha...hope no..
what did i do in this holiday?? um...this holiday was so "colourful"...hahahahahaha...why?um...because..i often kept going out, going out and going out with friends~~playing playing and playing..... don't worry wor..piano, i did study..but acutally, everytime 15 minutes after i started to study, sometimes i would be sleepy, i would go to do something else, like msn, washed face, looked after my "son"(the baby--justin), my cousin (Joshua) came to annoy me...lots of stuff that distract me...so..i meant..the quality of the revision might be not really good..
today is the last day...of this term. I'm having yearly exam for every subject. science is the first one, it will be hold in tmr, commerce will be in tuesday, math, geography and history will be in the third day. i've studied (not all) for the science, commerce and geography.
i woke up at 7:30, then went to Townhall to swim...um...then being a tutor
wow...got pasta (cream source), and meat ball and pizza for tonight's dinner...would it be the last dinner??? haha...jk
oh..it's 10:10...it's late la...got to go to sleep, so that i won't be sleepy while i'm doing exams. END October 12 沉思...今日又係無聊即一日…溫左geography…跟住陪表弟玩左一陣…夜晚,又係同樣的無聊。我打開QQ…去到電表(一個”大哥哥”<ß-其實大我幾個月,住係我隔離,由細同我玩到大)即 qq 空間…讀到距即幾篇日誌..
我呆了... 距讀到高三..(= HK中7)...其實距從year 7已經讀書幾好...亦都好努力.. 我讀到距一篇係淩晨寫即一篇文章…距因爲讀書即壓力(我林) 而訓5着…而個一段段即話…寫出高三壓力即迫害…然而..距係訓5着個陣,還想着去上網找資料…仲係度林緊自己未來即路… 我呆了…. 我…我究竟係度做乜…我到淩晨…都仲係度msn…係度上網…係度…. 我呆了…. 當人地係度爭取時間讀書,做野個陣…我…我係度做乜…. 回想e 個假期…又是浪費。。雖然,輕鬆係正常,不過..是否過多?我…未免過分頽廢了吧….
電表即空間 http://185767605.qzone.qq.com/ 我即路…又係會去邊….. October 07 badminton tournament i woke up 6:45 today ar...so sleepy..
i took a train on 7:27 and took a bus to the Rude Aquatic Leisure Centre <<<----i usually go to swim with my uncle and cousin on saturday. i arrived there at 8..still really sleepy.
what the hell ..that was what i thought when i got into the hall and watched people to play..all are gay...they played really good..surprise me. Then i saw Jeff
Well, i knew there must be many good players there. I saw NSW's, Victoria, New Zealand's players here as well...oh my god..... So, i didn't think i would win, (i even bet with my cousin, if i won it..i'll buy a toy for him). i just enjoyed it. indeed, it was fun, i got into the second round (even the first round was the qualification for those non-club players
i played against a asian guy (look like indian or sth..black people ,i am not racism..just describe) um..that game, actually i could beat him more quickly, but i didn't performance well...so...21-15, won it..
Then then...i had to waite until 12 am
It doesn't matter, it is my first time to play tournament..it's a good experience for me~
I slept after i finished bathing as i back home. then went to city to have a celebration with family of the Mid-autumn's Day. Yum Yum~~
END 中秋節拉....快樂快樂wahahaha...mid-autumn festival day la~~happy to u guys~~ ^^
係澳洲第二個中秋拉......不過呢..好悶阿 (雖然係中國個陣都好悶
我記得呢....我細細個個陣係係我隔離個個哥哥屋企燒烤嘎...勁正!!個個哥哥又叫埋距成班fds 來wor...勁熱鬧。。。每次中秋節,我parents 都5知點解會好似無事發生甘...10點就訓左 (5怪得之 e +成隻豬甘 ..hahahha..
尋晚又夜訓拉...haha..所以呢..收到中秋節(今日) 即第一個係from Sweet~~
今日9點幾就出左chatswood 去左Victor home 打winning la...好耐無見距拉~~so as other Tafe's fds..miss them ar....5知...幾時先可以再團聚呢 ???? 好想快d ar...不過呢..好似各有個忙啊~~
翻到屋企,成8點先食 (因爲uncle aunti came back late..too busy in the company)..wa...勁肚餓。 食完左到到10:30 又食水果 + 月餅拉...wahaha... ^^...(好彩我中好瘦者)
俗語有話,外國的月亮特別圓,5知係米真即呢?? 唔唔~~等我今晚影左之後post 上去~~
PS 一d 笑話 & 祝福(from internet):
我正在手籌備公司生産月餅。用浪漫做皮;用溫馨做餡;幸福做蛋黃;懂得品味的人不需要多,最好只有你一個! 月圓了,家圓了,肚子圓了,最好錢包也圓了…節日快樂,萬事如意,合家團圓美滿!!!千萬別挂念我~~
中秋節快到了,買嘎奔馳送你——太貴;請你出國旅遊——浪費;約你吃一餐——傷胃;送你一枝玫瑰——誤會;給你一個熱吻——不對;只好短信豬你快樂——實惠!
你的一笑,使人心跳;你的一看,世界震撼;你的一站,交通癱瘓;你一出汗,海水汎濫;你不打扮,已很好看;你一打扮,宇宙驚嘆——美女,給你祝願:中秋快樂
根據中秋特別法,判你快樂無期徒刑,剝奪鬱悶權利終身,並処沒全部疾病煩惱,本裁決為終審裁決,立即執行。快樂到永遠!退庭!
我把這首歌送給我的愛人…..你問我愛你有多深……月餅代表我的心~
**床前明月光頭佬,疑是地上鑲牙佬,舉頭望明月餅佬,低頭思故鄉下佬。看此訊息正傻佬~
関掉你的手機,慢慢閉上眼睛,想想我,想想月餅,你會發現我和月餅一樣可愛!中秋節快樂! |
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